I know exactly how you feel Motorcrossdd.
The first time I did salvia, I took a small hit of it from my pipe, and the world just seemed more vibrant, I couldn't stop laughing, but was completely conscious, and knew what I did.
The second time (in the same day), I made a huge mistake of taking a whole bag of it in one huge bong toke, thinking I could handle it, I was dead wrong. It was like I was in a picture or something, and when I tried to move, I'd tear the universe along with me. All my friends were laughing at me, so I felt as if they did it to me, and were enjoying the ride, I didn't even know I took salvia. Thoughts that god was destorying the universe also came through my mind.
Then it really started to kick in. It was like we were all one with the universe, each apart of everything. I felt like I was a peice of furniture, a wall, or something, and completely forgot who I was. I'd have split seconds of coming back to reality, then I'd try to move or talk, and the whole trip would start over again. I had sensations of being squished, being curved, and the world seemed like a grid too. Basically I felt like a 2D character in a video game.
It seemed like 30 seconds for me, but my friends said I was out of it for atleast 10 minutes, looking at everything as if I were looking through it. When I finally came back to reality, I didn't recognize my friends for the first 10 seconds, I was scared, it was as if the sub atomic reality I was in was the only reality I ever knew. I ran outside, and sat on a bench, thinking of what happened. I talked with stutters for like a half an hour after. These are just the things I
can explain about my trip, I had many other crazy feelings as well, but I simply can't describe them.
That was six months ago. To this day, I still wonder about what I experienced, and occasionally it scares me too. For the first couple of months, I'd have flashbacks of it in my mind mostly when I smoked weed. I've had a couple of nightmares about it, but luckily, that's all. I was never interested in quantum physics until this happened.
So just to let you know, you're not alone. Needless to say, I'm never do salvia ever again.
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